Existential crisis

If I save till I’m 30

Will I buy a Mercedes or will I die before I make it

I live by twisted philosophies,

I don’t think these people understand me,

I’m tryna break it down a bit if I shaku on the beat will they understand what I’m saying?

Cause I think I’m wasting my time singing my mind,

I need to rewind

Chant

Iye me mon jagun

Mon jagun oju Orun o

Iye me mon jagun,

Mon jagun oju Aye

Iye me mon jagun

Mon jagun ilu Eko

When you said that I was gonna make it in life,

You never said it would take so long

I don’t get excited about nothing anymore and heaven knows I’ve lost track of all the calls I’ve ignored,

The music speaks to me but it doesn’t leave me breathless,

And I stopped dreaming big,

I dream,

Don’t care what the size is,

Wish I could say the say thing about my waistline or my bank account but they do their thing in their own time,

The shadows haunting me don’t seem to know when to stop

They take no days off

I don’t seem to know where to run

Every morning I put a gun to my throat and try to pull the trigger

My therapist said I should fight

“Don’t let the thoughts linger”

So I stopped picking his phone calls or asking if he’s fine,

If I gotta cry and I need a shoulder,

I’ve got mine

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