I wear my mother’s name on me in case I die alone,
I keep wandering around, a house is not a home,
I try to care about the feelings that are not my own
I’m over sharing everytime just listen and you’ll know
I’m overthinking all the time, I can’t go with the flow,
And I hardly ever smile, I can’t put on a show
I cry all the time,I don’t have to let you know
You’ll find out regardless, I can’t put on a show
I’d rather spend my time talking about my sadness
Than sit and be quiet tryna hide my madness
It’s crap that people think there’s one way to greatness
a set of events that lead you to “success”
It’s 1996 I’m born without my consent,
And now I gotta live even when I don’t want it
The devil’s talking to you, tell mother it’s angel
It’s technically the truth, the devil was an angel
I’m forced to speak my mind cause I can’t live a lie
is speaking even worth it if you’re still gonna die
I speak of tragedies, the ones that come in color
Fuck the panel of judges, mind your business your honor
I’m tired all the time, I always gotta fight
The voices in my head,don’t know what’s a lie
The more I think, the more I feel, the more i wanna die
The pills and therapy, they don’t unfuck my mind
stuck inside this shelf and never going out,
In this race I’m running I’m never slowing down
I hate tight spaces but learned to live in one
When I die don’t want a grave please just let me burn
It’s 2020 and the world is a construction site,
Where the Men are skyscrapers that women build all night.
His Mother’s an Architect,
His girl is bob the builder
Mother lover cook occasional bullshit taker
It’s hard to fall asleep once you’ve been awakened
So every conversation is also an observation
You get to realize there’s nowhere to run every you turn there’s some form of oppression
The capitalist says you just gotta make the doe
You know it ain’t easy to make it on your own
And when you’re done making that you should make some more
Can’t have enough, do you wanna die poor
You can’t fight the system mind your business freedom fighter
People are bound to die so why waste time on another
And your little words won’t make the world better
Go with (Dagrin) the grain if you wanna make (Mochedda)Mo chedda
Infinite potential all up in my mind
A body learning peace, learning war and learning time
The world never cares if you’re satisfied
You look the part doesn’t matter if you fake your smile.
How dare you take privilege then become a nobody
You had the chance you fucked it up I can never feel sorry
People project their failures personal shortcomings
It’s easier to be a bully than admit you’re hurting
The culture of subservience father mother and the children
Teaches that love is only valid when there is submission
So Bend your knees and pray to the one who loves you
Cause if you never worship then he’s probably gonna kill you.
Elejo wewe you too Dey talk
Elejo wewe I no fit stop
Ajijobo 